At work the next day, Linza shirked her duties and spent the day at her desk with her notebook.
She did the only thing that she could think to do.
Linza analyzed the problem.
She started with things that she wanted from a relationship. The list included; ‘hot sex’, ‘hand holding’, ‘talk about politics’, ‘okay if I masturbate without them’, ‘listens about day job’, ‘might want to meet my family’ and so on.
Then, she flipped to a pair of fresh pages and underlined Grun at the top of one and Tanyth at the top of the other.
Grun’s pros included; ‘hot’, ‘nice’, ‘confident’, ‘good listener’, ‘bookish’
Grun’s cons included; ‘gets angry’, ‘not comfortable with my hedging’, ‘might be pretending to be nice’
Tanyth’s pros included; ‘cute’, ‘charismatic’, ‘lots of fun’, ‘great teacher’, ‘artsy’
Tanyth’s cons included; ‘flighty’, ‘afraid of commitment’, ‘might get bored of me’
The exercise took Linza’s entire work day, and by the time she was finished, she felt much more certain.
She was absolutely sure, in fact, that she had no idea what she was going to do.
She was going to have to talk to Wyn.